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As most of you know, I have most of my poetry and photography in storage. (hundreds) I won't rehash the reasons.
I haven't been listening to music very much nor writing very much poetry, but I have posted a couple of poems that came to me recently.

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I thought there was hope. I thought we were "this close" to moving to Fargo by the end of October, but past credit issues haunt and prevent us from having better medical care. My husband is going to die waiting on the damn state of Florida to give him Mediciaid. He's on the waiting list.

I've raised a decent amount of money. There was an article about us on Sept 8th in the local Fargo paper, Inforum. Then another in an online site called AlzLive. 

I tried to give up but folks say to keep trying. How can I overcome the past credit issues. I'm in overwhelm. Everyone has a great idea for a site I should check out. Wasted time. Chasing lost causes and rainbows.

I hate Florida.

My mom, also with advanced Alzheimers, is in the hospital getting  a pacemaker. What a stupid notion but my half brothers and sisters are in charge. If that were me, I'd want to die and be free of the body. I haven't lived with her since I was 8. She is my mother in name and biology only. 
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Parachute -- Train
  • Watching: Downton Abbey
  • Playing: house
  • Drinking: Coke
I thought there was hope. I thought we were "this close" to moving to Fargo by the end of October, but past credit issues haunt and prevent us from having better medical care. My husband is going to die waiting on the damn state of Florida to give him Mediciaid. He's on the waiting list.

I've raised a decent amount of money. There was an article about us on Sept 8th in the local Fargo paper, Inforum. Then another in an online site called AlzLive. 

I tried to give up but folks say to keep trying. How can I overcome the past credit issues. I'm in overwhelm. Everyone has a great idea for a site I should check out. Wasted time. Chasing lost causes and rainbows.

I hate Florida.

My mom, also with advanced Alzheimers, is in the hospital getting  a pacemaker. What a stupid notion but my half brothers and sisters are in charge. If that were me, I'd want to die and be free of the body. I haven't lived with her since I was 8. She is my mother in name and biology only. 
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Parachute -- Train
  • Watching: Downton Abbey
  • Playing: house
  • Drinking: Coke

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As most of my followers know, we began an unfortunate journey 3 years ago when my husband's Early/Younger Onset Alzheimer's Disease caused us to love everything. We had to move from Houston to Florida. Florida isn't that great if you need social services and Medicaid. 
I have been his caregiver but it is becoming more than I can handle. I am visually impaired and don't drive and it is very stressful.

I have friends in the Fargo, N.Dakota area who are encouraging us to move up there. Chris can get medical care, I can get a job, and I finally get to live where there's snow.

We barely get by on Chris' disability income and I cannot work as long as I am his full time caregiver. We are asking friends and generous strangers to please contribute toward our moving fund. If you can give
even $5 or more, please visit our fundraising page on GoFundMe.com  
Thank you so much.  

funds.gofundme.com/index.php?r…
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Watching: Fargo

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Blanzeflor
Imagining Flying
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Favourite style of art: fantasy, surreal, black & white photography
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I thought there was hope. I thought we were "this close" to moving to Fargo by the end of October, but past credit issues haunt and prevent us from having better medical care. My husband is going to die waiting on the damn state of Florida to give him Mediciaid. He's on the waiting list.

I've raised a decent amount of money. There was an article about us on Sept 8th in the local Fargo paper, Inforum. Then another in an online site called AlzLive. 

I tried to give up but folks say to keep trying. How can I overcome the past credit issues. I'm in overwhelm. Everyone has a great idea for a site I should check out. Wasted time. Chasing lost causes and rainbows.

I hate Florida.

My mom, also with advanced Alzheimers, is in the hospital getting  a pacemaker. What a stupid notion but my half brothers and sisters are in charge. If that were me, I'd want to die and be free of the body. I haven't lived with her since I was 8. She is my mother in name and biology only. 
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Parachute -- Train
  • Watching: Downton Abbey
  • Playing: house
  • Drinking: Coke

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Schieben Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday! Have your cake and eat it too Party
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BrokenOpen Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2013
I don't know if you will see this, or even if you remember me, but I just wanted to say that I am still alive and still remember you and Kirsten. Life has taken a crazy road for me and that is why I don't come on DA anymore. But I am still here and I wanted to say hi.
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BEN13th Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for faving my "What is beauty?" piece! 
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thank you :heart:
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Happy Birthday! :cake:
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Hello!:iconomgcakeplz:
Happy [early] birthday!
May the best of your wishes be the least of what you get!
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Thank you for fav-ing my homage to MC Escher! Feel free to follow me on Facebook [link] by clicking the "Like" button!
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

On behalf of the *birthdays team, I sincerely apologise that your greeting has arrived late this year.

We hope you had an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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anime116 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2012  Student General Artist
happy birthday! i hope everything is going your way
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Happy Birthday! :cake:
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